adult angst in a nutshell
[05 August, 2004 typed at 8:41 p.m.]

ever wake up and not want breakfast???

of course you do (i hear you all say)

not 'round here though, if you dont want breakfast....you do!

got up, not hungry (as seems to be the norm since being in canada) and apparently that wasnt good enough for mum

here's the 411:

"you're not having breakfast gavin?"

"nah, im not hungry"

(nothink more said, until about an hour later, it's just mum and me in the house)

"so, what's with not having breakfast the 'smorning? you didnt wanna eat with the rest of us?"

"no, i just wasnt hungry mum"

"you just wanted to piss me off, after i went to the trouble to make it and you didnt want any?"

"mum, how bout jst the one level, i wasnt hungry, that's it, no hidden agenda"

"how bout, you stop fucking around, i dont care if you're hungry or not, if i fucking make something you fucking respect that i went to the trouble to be nice and care, and eat it!!!!"

someone tell me what is going on there... (forced to it now, FUCK!)

i dont have to be here, but i am and while im here im doing whats right, so things dont blow up in my face and im suck in this piece of a cunt fuckwhole town forever!!

(yes i made up a word!! whats new there?)

in better news, on sunday night i got my new phone - the nokia 3100, which was cool, got me some cool ringtones (i think besides being a webcam/digital cam whore, im a ringtone whore now) i've got "sunsets" [powderfinger] and "it's my life" [no doubt]

now what?

move on with your life, stop reading this shit

away + towards