farwell to late night's best
[23 January, 2005 typed at 3:14 p.m.]

coming back to the realm, nearly a month i've sat back!
where are all the entries i hear you ask? well they're all in my head, i've actually been formulating diary entries everyday in my head, but never got of my ass to get them down in the world wide web....
i think cause work has taking over my life, which i fucking hate.....both the job, and that it is more of my life now - i see my hands dirty , cut and bloody more then i see danielle, i cant tell time stright anymore, 5:00am wake-up's, 5:15pm get-home's.....yeah yeah, it's a job, good money....but my friends, when you arent getting paid when anyone else is, is it really that much worth it?
these jokers were giving me the run around like crazy....7 weeks and i still dont get my friday paycheque like all the other employees, im sick of having to mend bridges i didnt break, im sick of having to suck their dicks before they royally screw me up my ass!!!!
the end will be the end, and guess what it's coming soon!!!! the early morning wakes followed by the minus 22 outside face burns, the lonely bus rides to a job where your boss thinks you've over stayed your welcome, makes me get home a breakdown before my 10pm bedtime, sick of missing dave, jay and conan my late night story tellers who tuck me in when my eyes are droopy, as apposed to now: hearing the csi theme song and knowing that it's time to turn the television off and to enjoy my 6.5 hours sleep......which is weird because i'm working 8.75, sound weird?

So, news since last year? i didnt even welcome in 2005 on this diary or this my third year as a diarylander....
busy bee am i to even remember what has happend for me to wirte here, long lengthy staple put through my finger while at work losing $65 at the casino, not picking up the slack style bowling, more found dead from the tsunami and now, the death of the greatest late night host of all:

Mister Johnny Carson

1925 - 2005

and now it's back to pondering that my weekend is no longer long enough and that in 14 hours i will be waking and going through my groundhog day style work antics again for another week!!!

hmv, call me - you know you want to

away + towards