and what it all comes down to, is that i haven't got it all figured out just yet
[06 June, 2005 typed at 10:46 p.m.]

danielle asked me ealier tonight, if i was excited for the concert tomorrow night
and i thought about it and reliased i wasnt....

why?
it's alanis morissette for fuck's sake, my highschool idol...my idol still!!

then the seven years of night seeing her live sinks in - it's been a whole seven years??

so maybe because it feels like every other day, makes it just like every other day....
when i saw her in 1998, i met her before the show, i know im not doing that this time, i know this time im seeing her from 12 rows back, with no chance of being graced with her presence less then an inch away from me...could i be disappointed?

or it just hasnt set in
[sigh]
me in canada, alanis in canada......
whats wrong with me?

away + towards