a look back
[31 May, 2004 typed at 6:55 p.m.]

a day til june, who would've thought?

me still in canada and it nearing my 21st birthday...speaking of birthdays!!!

tomorrow is alanis morissette's 30th birthday, now i know a lot of you dont give two shits, but what would my diary be without an alanis mention.....or picture ------>

a whole 30 years old?

nearly ten years since "jagged little pill"

was released to the world!

and fuck, i was 12 - back when these lyrics "would she go down on your in a theater" had no sexual meaning to me at all (yes at age twelve i knew nothink about sex, i dont think i knew a thing about sex until i was like 15/16)

yes back in the day when i thought Mr. Duplicity was an actual guy, like Phil Duplicity.

it's weird what ten years can do to you....i wonder where i will be in ten years from now - chillin' it with my pals clarky and pierson in bris vegas, with secure job and kids over here in canada, broke and living in a gutter listening to alanis morissette songs????

sometimes life can just pass you by, four years ago since the 2000 sydney olympics, four years is a fucking long time (1460 days, 35404 hours) i was 17, in my last year of school meeting new friends, dreaming of love and watching the games on channel seven, backing austrlia to win all the gold possible - i never thought/guessed that four years later, i'd been thru a broken heart, 14 homes, millions of screaming matches, long-distance relationship, 21 hour flight, 3 alanis morissette albums and four hockey games!!

think four years back, how naive you were, maybe how smart you were, how popular you were, what you were dreaming of, who you had on your stereo....hit me back [notes, guestbook] and let me know, where you were (as a person)

and where you are now....

or completely ignore it and go about your daily lives

(you know you want to)

away + towards