[just thinking]
[22 August, 2004 typed at 10:02 p.m.]

this ring on my finger is a sign of love...

of love and other wonderful things that will pass through our lives that we plan to spend together

so why arent we?

why are we wearing these rings and not living out our dream, this simple fucking dream of a relationship, of having time spent with each other

the problems we have we work out as one, not from here, not from there - as it stands now this is killing me more and more every day and bye the end of the day all i want to do is cut myself

cut myself to by-pass the pain that i cant control

this ring gives me your life

your ring gives you mine

look around, im not there

you're not here

how do we make this work....

make this work NOW

not in a weeks time, not next fucking month

how do we make this fucking shit work now?

i'll do anythink

just so this doesnt take six weeks

away + towards