this diaries rhetorical questions
[27 November, 2005 typed at 12:35 p.m.]

and will i find out more of who i am by continually writing here?
will i fall apart not writing here?
will my sorrow reach out it's hand to you and pull you in to share amoungst it with me?
will i die here?

is this the neglection i've been showing myself by leaving my soul on another doorstep instead of the one i called home for 3 years?
will this (and only this) help me to push forward on any other endeavors i might have in my future?
will she forgive me for the blatintly obvious moving on and lack of feelings i had for her?
will she then embrace me like on tv?
will i grow?
will i live better?

will the writing on this page become a stepping stone for the life i want to lead with all of you inclusive.

will i come back here?

away + towards