[true] statements about me
[26 April, 2004 typed at 11:37 p.m.]

ugly

troublesome

thinks too much

sometimes thinks out loud

is loud

bites nails

feels threatened by mother

feel neglecticed by father

disregard for life

low self-esteem

attention seeker

lack of education

lack of money

lack of skills

lack of brain power

lack of courage

lack of friends

not good at keeping friendships

easily distracted

not a good reader

not good at saving

no style

unloved as a child

less loved (if possible) when sibling was born

used as a pawn in parents game

bad speller

holds grudges

gets into deep depression (doesn't tell anyone)

doesn't feel good enough

ins't creative

not patient, therefor won't be a good father

hates being prooved wrong

hates not driving (moreso being in the backseat)

uses humour as a defence

un-desissive

hasn't got any home movies

hides a boy who is scared of everything inside

family didn't say 'happy birthday' or acknowledge it on my 17th, didn't spend my 18th, 19thth or 20th with family

uses music to get away from the outside world

away + towards